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[Apr. 7th, 2004|10:30 am] |
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| |  exanimate | ] |
I killed a little kid.
I guess I was protecting Kurdt...
But I also think he was protecting me.
or himself. or his job
what do I think? |
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| pa rumpa pum pum |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|02:09 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Megumi Hayashibara - Give A Reason | ] |
What you believe to be reality... do you think it really is? Before the Embrace there was a different external and internal reality than what we perceive now. See... Before even the first kiss I gave him, a reality was different. But was this reality from the inside or from the outside? Everyone else thought their reality was the same, it didn't matter if he and I had kissed or not. Not just then anyway. But for me it changed, changed completely on the inside. Therefore, then, true reality exists within oneself. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2004|08:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hide - Blue Sky Complex | ] |
Toreador - Artists and lovers of art, the Clan of
the Rose endeavours to keep the creations of
humanity protected from the endless Jyhad waged
by the Kindred.
What White Wolf vampire clan are you?
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What the hell does that mean? @_@
I've finally decided I'm going to say it. I don't know when though.
SOME SO BRIGHT I CAN HARDLY SEE but i want to share it with him. i can always see and i can't figure him out, and i ... |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 15th, 2004|05:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  gloomy | ] |
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday dear Alas
Happy birthday to me |
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[Feb. 27th, 2004|04:37 am] |
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I think I might get myself a child... |
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[Feb. 27th, 2004|03:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
Sometimes I think I want to have a child.
What can I do? No baby would want a monster for a mother.
But just once I want to watch my baby as she's sleeping.
I want that pleasure because I want to know the world.
And I can't know the world.
It's a human thing, to want to know the world completely, but it's an inhuman thing not to be able to.
I am a cripple. |
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| hum hum |
[Feb. 21st, 2004|01:58 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the scientist | ] |
i wonder how people keep finding my journal? i do not mind it so much but i want to know what i can say, and what i can't say, and what i want to know, and what they want to hear, but i'm not doing it for them, i'm doing it for myself and not for them but maybe i will start doing little things, little secret things, little smart fun happy i love you things
I went bowling last night with Kurdt and Symonne and Kerrik and Miss Grey tonight.
I embarrassed myself, I think. Symonne opines that I feel some stuff for someone.
Um, I told her I didn't. |
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| Kisses! |
[Feb. 9th, 2004|01:36 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | coldplay - clocks | ] |
Guess who's the new Keeper of Elysium?
ME ME ME ME ME! ME ME!
>:D
heh heh heh
I don't know where I'm going to put it, though.
I can't believe the prince gave ME standing. I know I've been in the city longer than most Kindred have, (excluding Kurdt, the Prince, and I'm only beating Kerrik by a week.)
I miss Kurdt ..
shhh ... I've never been shy around a man before..
Confusion never stops...
I want to take off the patch.. |
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